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Friday, April 28, 2017

Expecting



Alhamdulillah, After 4 years of trying, we were surprised by an appearance of a double line on a random pregnancy test I took last year at the beginning of November.

We have been trying for a while, with me taking a variety of vitamins and supposedly creams to help with fertility. I went through 3 cycles of clomids, each dose higher than the one before, until I was referred to the General Hospital to got through fertility treatment.

We went through blood tests, multiple vaginal scans (ouchhhhhhh) and also HSG scans (horrible experience here). And were left with the option to do a hysteroscopy. A hysteroscopy is a minor surgical procedure where they insert a camera through a small cut via your navel to check your fallopian tubes and whether there is any blockage. If there are, then they would clean it up to make way for the eggs to go through.

My hysteroscopy was scheduled to be in January as requested by me as I wanted to do it after the semester has ended.

So guess how surprised we were when we had a spontaneous conception after this while! I had beem buying my ovulation and pregnancy tests in bulk from a seller on Facebook who sells them really cheap. I had just finished my period and a day later decided to randomly take an ovulation test. It was really bright so we tried our luck anyway.

One week later, out of the blue I just randomly did another ovulation test. Be aware that ovulation test are supposed to be super bright only once between your periods so I was surprised to see it bright a gain just a week later. I decided to try out a pregnancy test just for the fun of it (with minimal expectation by the way).

And lo and behold, there was a suuuuuuper faint double line on my test. So faint that I was not sure about it myself. But I have NEVER had a double line, EVER. I was shocked, my husband who saw it was shocked. We nearly cried then and there. But we decided to wait it out a bit just to be extra sure.

I bought this digital clearblue test eons ago, it was nearly expired! Haha! Used it after 2 months of being pregnant hahahaha!


Since that day, I started checking my morning pee every single morning, and the lines kept getting darker and darker. And we were getting surer by the day. On the fourth week we decided to do a scan and that's when I really cried.

There it was, the tiny bubble.

My obgyn confirmed I was pregnant and gave me all the necessary vitamins needed.

However a week later I experienced some bleeding which scared the crap out of me. I haven't told anyone at this point, not even my parents. I immediately rushed to my obgyn and had a scan. The bubble was still there, but my obgyn said to rest a lot and gave a medication to strengthen my uterus for the time being. The bleeding stopped after a few days, but i kept eating the medication for 3 weeks just to be cautious.

The eighth week was the most important scan ever. The heartbeat was the deciding factor whether the baby survived or not. It was a torturous 3 week period where I prayed and prayed so much hoping that the baby would be okay. And thankfully there it was, a faint flicker of the heartbeat. I cried again. Blame the hormones for all the crying.

8 week scan with a heartbeat! :')

12 week scan - super active!


Alhamdulillah, I am now in my sixth month of pregnancy (25th week and 5 days to be exact) and I couldn't be happier. I had minimal morning sickness and my husband has been ever so supportive of me throughout this journey. I really can't imagine not having him around.



There is more to the journey of my pregnancy of course, but I will save that for future posts. Or else this blogpost will go on forever. :p



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Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Crush

Kinda obsessed with this:






If there's any song that needs to go BIG now, it is definitely this one. SUPER OBSESSED.


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Friday, March 18, 2016

Oh Hello There

Hello 2016!

Two years has passed by, and I didn't make time to fill out this dusty 'ol blog, despite being an avid stalker of everyone else's blogs.

Travelled much? It has been an eventful 2 years where I have travelled to Japan twice (I really need to blog about my travels so I can share my tips and tricks of the trade), went to Bandung, KL a few more times, etc.

How's marriage life so far you ask? I have been married for 4 years to the man I have known for 12 years now, and despite our ups and downs, I love him with all my heart.

Any plan for kids yet? We are trying, so please keep us in your prayers. It has been quite a stressful time when people keep asking about it, though I know it is out of kindness and curiosity. I think I feel the utmost stressed out is when my parents and in-laws are asked that question. My dad especially would love to have a kid around the house again. So it does break my heart a little bit every time I think about it.

But nevertheless, I am now under the care of a great gynaecologist after seeing several (and having lack of chemistry with), I finally feel that with her I might actually have a chance of getting preggers soon. So we will keep on trying! Ganbarimasu!!!

Hopefully happier news will be posted in this blog sooner or later.

Amin. :')


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Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Raya 2014 in Photos


Had a blast! Ate a lot! Drank a lot! Avoided "when are you getting preggy?" questions a lot!

First day raya with the hubs' family! 

#cheesyselfie for raya's #ootd


BFF came for second house raya. Which is rare because being a doctor, she is not always around during Raya. And to think next week she is being posted in Saratok! :( Gotta find someone else to go on a sushi binge. 

Couldn't decide what to wear so I wore a black maxi dress with a male kimono top tied with a gold obi-like waist ribbon.

Family photo shoot day with hubs's family! #celcomblue

Wore my instant shawl from luvhijab.com for the first time. Have a love-hate relationship with it really. XD

Visited BFF's baby Mayya TWICE. And most probably will be visiting again 23847923479274 times. LULZ.

Weird faces for Raya. Bottom right is my favourite. Obviously. PFFTTT.

Went to visit pregnant EVA with sister in law with hopes that her pregnancy is contagious. Wish me luck guys! And lots of prayers for us too! :3

Mum turned 51 on 5th Syawal! Okay so it looks 15 in the photo. XD

With adorable Alisya who got excited seeing herself in the phone's front camera. 8D

Not so excited when my younger sister in law joined in the photo. "WAIT. WHO DAT?" D8

Visited Iyori-chan and bid farewell to our work colleague and my fellow Japanese Language Teacher, Mayu Sensei. Iyori-chan, Y U SO GRUMPY. Haha!


How was YOUR raya? (^_^)


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Monday, July 7, 2014

TFIOS Special Early Screening

YES YES YES.

I GOT INTO THE SPECIAL EARLY SCREENING OF THE FAULT IN OUR STARSSSSSS

KALSHFAJKLSHDLAJKDKLAJDLADASFJAFHLFA!

Basically, the tickets started selling on the 2nd of June, and immediately during Sahur, I purchased mine!

It was a full house show by the way, and you could feel the sense of excitedness in the hall since obviously everyone there had read the book beforehand. The special screening was only done on Saturday and Sunday. The actual release date will be around the next 2 weeks. Felt so happy being among the first in Kuching to watch it!

Fangirled a lot over the posters of course:





The movie was BEAUTIFUL. They managed to stay true to the book about 95% of the time and I loved EVERYTHING. I cried about every 15 minutes for every sad scene they shown. By the end, I can hear in the hall that I wasn't the only one sobbing into a tissue. I will not give away any spoilers in case you haven't read the book yet.

But please, do pick it up, it is a light read and you could probably finish it in about a day to 3 days. It is THAT good.

#waybetterlovestorythanTwilight duh.


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